I have a knot in my stomach, it happens every time I spend too long thinking about friends who no longer wanna know anymore. If I see tweets or youtube comments from them, it just reminds me that once things were good.
But like I have said previously, I have to make a conscious attempt to not think about these people, and if that means unfollowing people and such, then it has to be that way for me. This horrible feeling I have now is multiplied by a thousand when I spend time thinking and thinking about the situation, it's just not good to put myself through that.
I personally feel that I made a huge effort before making the decision that I did, so I feel quite confident that I did enough. You can only do so much before you need to take the hint, as hard as it may be to take.
Listening to radio 1 now ready to hear the new chartjackers song. I've not paid too much attention to it thus far, so I'll be interested to hear what they came up with.
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