4th August

So, today was my birthday. It was bareable. I want to say sorry to everyone who has tried to contact me for not responding, just need some time. I am reading them and thanks so much to all the people who have wished me a happy birthday or in some cases done more. I think the vast majority of my friends wished me a happy birthday, be it by text message, twitter or email. A couple didn't, there was certainly one notable exception. Enough people tweeted it so that person evidentally made the decision not to. Everytime my phone has beeped, I hoped it was from you but unfortunately not.


But despite that disappointment, those of you who did just take a minute to say something or do something for me. I really do appreciate it, just to know you cared enough to do something was a really nice feeling.

John and Jemma bought me a present, or rather a couple of presents. I think it was them anyway because there was no note, but I assume it was from them as half of the gift was from Ann Summers and they were tweeting about Ann Summers a few days ago when Emily was about. Firstly I saw a rather brilliant dvd of series 2 of Alan Partridge and I thought, What a lovely gift, how could this be beaten? Then I saw a pink paper bag which housed two further gifts, one a flashing pink thingamy that you shove on your head, like devil horns except these were flashing penises. It was a lovely thought. But on top of that, I was given a thong that made your penis in to a snake, in case your wondering, I did try it on, and I'm sorry for putting that image into everybodies brains.

I also got a couple of online messages that were so nice and made me happy. I hope you don't mind me showing the world.


Darren sent me this:
Seánie sent me a little audio message:





And finally, I got a Happy Birthday message from a user on youtube by the name of Ronc303c
Thanks stranger, I guess I didn't expect anyone other than my friends to put themselves out and some didn't, so was a really nice gesture!