Down

It's amazing how soon my mood can change. I was so happy last week, It was just brilliant hanging out with some friends. Waking up in the same house, going to bed in the same house. Doing things. Few days back in to the old routine of sitting and not having anyone is a harsh feeling.

I don't know exactly why I feel particularly down at this time. I think having people to yourself always feels good. Even having a day when you don't talk to somebody you usually talk to or a couple of days without certain people just saying 'hi' on msn or skype or whatever just seems to really affect me. I worry because I don't want to be clingy but then those people make me happy, I want to be in contact with them as much as I can.

I don't like being down