Dreams and schemes and circus crowds

Had a great dream last night. Was kinda regular like we were at a gathering somewhere and we kinda split up and me, Pav, Dale and Darren all went off one way, then later Dale went off to the rest off the group to watch something and I was pissed, anyway he came back and we went to a hotel that cost £795 per night and for some reason I thought that was a reasonable price, I like that in my dreams I am apparently loaded. Then we went in, then my alarm woke me up, I was well annoyed, it was like watching a drama and almost everything was normal, the people I was with, the people I wasn't talking to, usually in dreams I'll be hanging out with people from youtube with the odd person I knew from School etc, like a weird jumble of thoughts. Would have liked to have seen what happened.

EDIT: Just remembered, at some point Pav was acting drunk but he'd only had like a glass of gin and tonic and we were like, stop acting stupid Pav and he was smoking too! UMMMM

On a further note, some people come to conclusions without any facts, I'm probably just as guilty as you in doing this, but friendships in the past were in no way spoilt by me, I was pretty easy going once upon a time. The fact that I wouldn't go out clubbing or such in my book would never justify stopping being somebodies friend, sometimes you need people who you can go to the pub with one day and have a chat and not feel uncomfortable talking about anything with, I understand I'm not the friend you go out and party with but often those friends are pretty hollow and don't want to know if you are having a hard time, not friendship in my book. Anyway just based on things I feel, you should know that it's wrong and they are judgements about me I'd rather you didn't make.

Thanks to those of you who did comment my blog, most of you were unfamiliar to me. I guess I didn't expect a certain few to comment and I know it's hard to find words sometimes, but just so you know, I feel okay, I'm upset about a certain thing, it's not playing on my mind, the fact that I left youtube is pretty much unrelated, so nobody need feel weird about contacting me should they wish. Tom has by text and I appreciate it a lot.

Burning hot today!