The past few days weather has been perfect. Not just in terms of being sunny, often the sun is too hot, but here on the Island, we have also had a beautiful cool breeze accompanying it. It's just gorgeous, I wish I had people to share it with.
The Island can be such a beautiful place to be, I take it for granted but with the rolling countryside, cliffs and beaches, It is quite a brilliant place to live, but I am at a point in my life where I don't mind where I live, I just want to live with people I care about. That's by no way saying that I don't care about my family, of course I love my family but there's a time when you need to escape and be with like minded friends or a loving girlfriend. I really need that I think at the moment. I am in a much better place then I've ever been in my adult life in terms of my mental health and now I feel trapped.
I guess when people all over are meeting up with Tibblls and Glasgow along with PJ and Lex and stuff, it just reminds me again and again that I have nobody really to hang out with. I am actually friendless where I live, I actually don't have anyone to sit on a beach with, go to the pub with and I feel so close to some of the people I've met online in the 20 months that I would just love it if I lived with or near some of them so we could regularly meet up or hang out.
I often think that those of you in the midlands miss out by not taking enough advantage of your close proximity to each other, dale lives 30 minutes drive from Dave, 1 hour from Pav, less on a train, Darren isn't too far away either, it seems like you guys should be hanging out loads. I wish I lived around that area just for that reason.
I got my first fan on youtube today, just a year and a half it took but I got there XD
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I had a huge message typed out, went to copy it incase anything went wrong when I tried to send it and I pressed the wrong button, deleting it comepletely. Brilliant.
I basically just said that I live litterally a 10 minute bus journey from my friends, girlfriend and even still I can feel far away sometimes, cause nobody else lives around me people rarely come round mine. I'm not saying I know exaclty how you feel or even that my situation's as bad as yours but I know how shit lonliness can be all the same =[
And I've been your fan for ages, I do believe we started talking cause I, Like a little awkward weiner told you how much I liked you and you just so happened to check my videos out =]
It's true, We could hang out more, we just don't for some reason. Dunno why. Busy/time/money? :\ Also, <3
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