Hello

I fancied doing a blog but I cant really think about what to blog about. I lost half a stone and I don't know how, I've been eating junk food so :S If only it always worked that way.

Did a video for four guys and Mhazz yesterday, I ruined their 3-4 minute rule but I was really happy with the video. Tom actually gave me a backhanded compliment when he said 'I think if all your videos were like this, you subs would fly up', I'm sure it was meant with kindness but it was kinda saying the videos on your channel aren't great. But having said that I do agree with him, I always make better videos for other peoples channels than I do for my own. I don't know why, I just seem to have better ideas for other people. I think there's also an element of wanting to show a new audience that I'm worth subscribing to, Although I have been on other people's channels, I don't think I've ever just expected people to subscribe, I like to make a video worth subscribing to. I just wish I could make better videos on my own channel.

I have to start a course today called preparation for work, I'm a bit nervous, as some of you will know, social anxiety has crippled my life for a long time and this past year has been a transition for me, If you asked me a year and a half ago whether I'd be doing anything like this, I'd never have believed it, whether people will give me an opportunity to show that I'm not a moron and there's a reason for my inactivity up to this point in my life, I don't know, but I'm slowly changing, I'm going to stay over in Southampton on the 21st and I'd never ever have done that, so I'm pretty proud of myself.